If you don’t think I’m funny
that’s cool I don’t like you either.
xo
LOL @ YOUR HASHTAGS. I LOVE YOU.
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I wish I didn’t feel the need to drink myself to the point where I just go to sleep. I wish you’d just talk to me about this shit instead of pretending like I’m not here.. This is no way to live. I’ve honestly been considering finding a room to rent out with a complete stranger because this is just unreasonable. I’m getting tired of it. You had the chance to take a position at work that would put you higher up at godaddy and give us two full days off together.. Those two things should be incentive enough to take it. (especially when the position is something you were thinking about taking classes for to obtain.. Doesn’t make fucking sense.) I moved away from everything and everyone that I knew to be with YOU and this is how it turns out. There is no substance to our ‘relationship’ anymore and I’m tired of sitting around here waiting for it to come back. I’m done trying to change things.. And you never tried to anyways. Sorry I’m not buying into your materialistic perception of reality but I NEED SOMETHING ON THE EMOTIONAL SIDE FROM YOU. Yeah, you spend money on me, but you dont show me love anymore..you rarely even sleep in the same room as me. You don’t spend any of your free time with me. I shouldn’t have to blog about this shit that continues to frustrate me like this. I should be able to communicate with you but there is no reasoning with you. I’m fucking done.
haaaaaaaaay guuuuuuurl.
figured out a new way to wear the scarf my sister’s brought me back from europe. >:J
now to wait until it gets warmer out so i can wear it out to a festival. w00p w00p!
ohhhhhh alsooooooo.. my eye makeup came out so well today! def proud of myself yo!
Secretly;
I hate owning a dog. I just want to get rid of mine.. but the bf would not be down with that. He doesn’t have time to train him, & I just plain out don’t want to, because I deal with enough dogs at fucking work.. He just annoys the shit out of me when I am home. He shouldn’t have to live in a 2br apartment with two cats, and two humans. It isn’t fair to him. But the bf doesn’t see it the way I do. It’s fucking annoying and I hate it. I don’t even like taking him out to go to the bathroom. He needs an active owner and neither of us fit that description.
I’d honestly just rather have cats. Less work. Don’t bother me. Don’t annoy me all the fucking time. Aren’t over-bearing. Will come to me occasionally, but aren’t all up on my shit fucking 24/7
GOD FUCKING DAMNIT.
I……..
……………can’t wait for myyyyyyyyyyy package to come in zee maillllllllllll. >:3
>:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3 >:3
Okay.. I need to learn how to do this. WTF.
For heavens sake; go to hell. Knock, knock on wood.
I shouldn’t
get this upset when I see people making love in a tv show or movie..and yet I do. :| My relationship is lacking passion at the moment…. There pretty much isn’t an ‘emotional’ side to it anymore. I don’t know what to do to change this..& I don’t know what I did to have it get to this point.
-.-
..mermermermermer.. asjhsdgjdsghdfh. this is no good. stop thinking amandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa errrrrrrr. D:<
